NOSTALGIA

A feeling I cannot explain
sometimes it brings me pain
giving much time to it seems vain
but i would never ignore its gain

As a source of re-inspiration
or as a form of momentary retardation
which serves as a caution
to my precarious motivation

How candid my insanity becomes
then I ignore my heartfelt reforms
and I am tortured by its worms
so I retreat from the norms

A mixed memory of my beloved
a feeling that cannot be dissolved
despite my many resolves
it may or may not be love.